「We Broke Up.....for a whole year!」
that night, I received a phone call at midnight, and.......it was from "you"...
「I think...maybe...we could.........you know~~start the relationship again...」
we met with each other through my younger sister.
at that time, she was an interns in the hospital and......he was her teacher.
we first met at a restaurant after we spoke on the phone for few times, because I asked him to do me a favour.
frankly, I did not really like him from the first instant we met.
T-shirt, an old pair of worn jeans and the face with a week s growth of beard.........it was hard to believe that he is a doctor.
however, we did got on well at that time and......we spoke with each other by phone and meet every so often after that.....
Though, we met a couple of times.....we did not really connect.
"The Most Important Reason Was That: HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND!"
However......you know "LOVE".......the vagaries of love.....
you can not never suspect when the true love will come into your life.
YES~~.....sadly~~~I Became His Another Girlfriend!
after few weeks that we met with each other, he told me that he decided to depart his job and went to Ilan for working.
I did not stop him because he likes the job and the decision was good for him.
and....because of the distance, the love between us grow stronger.
we spoke on the phone every night.
in every summer vacation, we would spent few days to be together....Ilan or Chunhwa.....whatever~~~the important was that "been together" not the "location".
Of Course! he was still a two-timer.
in fact, I did not blame or angry with anyone.....not him nor his girl.
I was not really knew her, but I heard something about his girl.......sometimes, he would told me about her.
I knew that she is a good girl, and~~he deserved her.
on the contrary, I was a bad bad girl at that time.........for some girls points, I was a "Bitch".....I knew that!
but that is love.......I were willing to sacrifice my fame on the alter of happiness.
I knew exactly my poistion within this relationship.
I did not call him on my own initiaive, never ask the situation between he and his girl, made a helpful comments or said a few words of consolation when he had a quarrel with his girl....
I did not want them broke up that was because of me.........and those things were that I could do to make up to his girl.
maybe....because of that.......though, it was a long-distance relationship, we got along with each other better and better.
"DISTANCE" for us, it was not the main problem for this relationship...........
「come here!!and live with me. I can take care of you and give you everything that you want.」
on the regular night that we spoke on phone, he told me so.
at the moment.........I doubted it.....
I thought I would be happy if he asked me to live with him one day.........BUT, I was not!
I knew that his salary were definitly eought for supporting our live.
However, I started thinking about us......this long-distance relationship, he, me and his girl........
if I move to here, I must give up my own life........that means I had to suspended from school and gave up my job.
because of the family dimension, I had to work to support the live after the graduation of junior college.
"STUDY" is alway within the part of my dream and I managed to restart the study in college finally.
if we broke up after I live with him in Ilan, I got nothing eventually.
except that, I thought about this long-distance relationship and his girl.
I knew that she loved him deeply and I did not want to hurt her.
In The End.....I knew......nothing would result from this long-distance relationship........
I refused to answer his call.......I knew that it is the worst way to say goodbye to your partner.....
however.......that was the only way that I could do.
I thought he knew that why I did those things.....so....we drifted apart gradually....
Did I Sad? Of Course!
I changed my job because of getting the eating disorder.
I spent a whole year to calm my heart and that was a tough time for me.
However, I knew that I made a good decision!
I was holding the handset...said nothing...........my mind just went blank
「Are You There?」
「yes....」
「listen.....I am seriously to ask you back. I know that you are confuse about that but promise me that you will consider that, ok?! I DO NEED YOU!」
I said nothing and hung on on him.
I turn the cells off and sink thankfully into bed.
Why Men Always Do Not Understand About "LOVE"?
Sometimes the girls do not need the expensive presents or smoothe-talking.
They just need someone with the patience and the heart to lend an ear or spare a little of their time.
For girls, "True Heart" is important for the relationship.
at that time, he would cheating on his girl and he will do that on me, even now.
I will not make the same mistakes twice.......I Knew That! |
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