Do you know how much do i miss you and how much do i love you, my son? Even you be changed our family name currently Although you have no idea about that.
However, i could not stand current situation with your mother so i left you far away.
No matter what is wrong or right that i made, i just thought this is best way for you and the people who around you. Perhaps, they will be nicely for you all the time, if i did not show up.
maybe your mother just know this point clearly that is why she took you away from our family. However, i lost you finaly even we (me, your grandmother, uncle, auntie and sisters)all love you so much.